Schizophrenic outside, pyschotically drugged in the inside

f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

2008-05-24T21:51:00.006+08:00

Yesh.. this day is a very big day.. Mostly for us four [barkada hayskul group] .. because we're COMPLETE!! We were in gala mode because it has been months since we've seen each other -kuno.. though it came unexpected because of summer issues, the four of us came without hesitation and the deal is this... whenever one is out -it's Canceled. No more, no less. But luckily, I was the one to send them a text message if we can go out before start of classes.. It was silly reading their reactions. Finally, this day has come for us to see each other's faces.

Late! I came out last and veeerry late in our very first meeting. Well, anyway they are still the same and nothing -as in totally-, nothing changed between us. The atmosphere was parang nasa canteen lan ng pame ah, sobrang halakhakan pa ren ng tawa..... walang tigil. Of course, I'm still involved through the attention even if I don't laugh pretty loud. So it seems to me that this day is really memorable and won't be forgotten.. Yeah, stop the drama, it kills me.. >.<

wasting time

2008-05-13T19:57:00.002+08:00

First time answering surveys since I don't have anything to do.. On with it!!

~first one~

Do you know your Father's birthday?
ou nman

Your mother’s best friend’s name?
di ku lam kung bff nia un e?

Would you rather not brush your teeth or not take a bath?
pde both? hahaha

What can you live without, the cell phone or the internet?
cguro internet

What is the most irritating thing someone can do to you?
uhhh.....

Do you agree that cueshe is suckage?
huh? no un???

Rapier or longsword?
teka.. research muna koh...

Do you know who Juan Reyes is?
cnu bng hindi klala un??

Are the Backstreet Boys gay?
anu sa tingin muh?

Last song you played on repeat?
Selfish Love- Miyavi

Archuleta or Cook?
reserach muna ule ako.. wait lan.

Favorite fastfood joint?
jolibee!!!

Ministop or 7-11?
ministop

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
huh????

Can you last an hour not talking?
ciempre. lagyan mu ko ng tape.

Who was the last member of the opposite sex you tried really hard to impress?
wala e.

Tried to finish a half gallon of ice cream?
haha. yeah!

What is the first thing that comes into mind when you see “the first time really hurts”? Be honest.
Lab

Give three reasons why your friends are the best
basta da best cila!!! wahohoho!!!

What makes you tick?
limitasyon ng isang tao

Do you think your crush can libu dibu douchoo?
nani?!!

What pushes your grandma’s buttons?
tanung mu cia kung anu.

Favorite color of M&M’s?
Blue

Ever climbed a mountain?
YeZ

What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
smile

Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?
kilala na niya kung cnu cia.

Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
teka... cnu nga ba?

Give two people, one male and the other female.
nanay at tatay koh

Complete the sentence… Fly me to the moon…
and we'll catch the stars!

What's a sure way to catch your attention?
damit

Peanut butter, chunky or smooth?
both

Cookies, chewy or chunky?
pwede both ule???

Do you personally know a person with sexy abs?
haha. dame jan sa tv.

If you were to kiss one of your top six, on the lips, who would it be? Bawal no comment. Wag kang KJ.
hmmm.. Jun Matsumoto, Miyavi, Johnny Depp, Mizushima Hiro, Ikuta Toma, Lee Jun Ki!!! Yan na un! XD

Do you have any idea what La Cordo D'oro, Primo Passo is?
Ou nman!! mehn! it's an anime!! about music cia! dame hawt!!!! XD

If you wanted to be in a band, what position do you want to be in?
lead guitarist

Do you feel any pressure right now?
uh.. ALA.

Refer to previous question (the two people, one guy, one girl ). What if they kissed? You saw. How would you react?
wala. Magulang ko un e! hahaha!

~next one!~

1. What is more difficult:To let go everything or forget whathappened?-
- lalim nman, nosebleed akoh.

2. Think of the last time you wereangry. Why were you angry?
-- klimutan na.

3. You will die in three minutes.Last call?
-- mameh!!

4. If you could do anything OR wishanything, what would it be?
-- edi mag-wish ng mag-wish tapos I-wish lahat ng dapat kong kelangan na i-wish...gets?

5. You can have one of the followingtwo things: trust or love
-- dpat both

6. Would you or have you everblackmailed someone?
-- haha. yes!

7. Think of the last person whom youknow.
-- dame nun!

8. Are you the kind of friend that youwould want to have as a friend?
-- uhhh.. cguroh.

9. Would u sleep with someone if u hadthe chance?
-- haha. op kors.

10. Are you old fashioned?
-- depende mehn.

11. What would be harder for you, totell someone you love them or that youdo not love them back?
-- wala.

12. What things would be the hardestthing for you to give up on?
-- things? haha. mkhang marami un ah..

13. Romantic love, when was the lasttime you told someone you loved them?
-- kgbi?

14. Imagine. It is a dark night, youare alone, it is raining outside, youhear someone walking around outsideyour window. WHO do you wish was therewith you?
-- ung aking anghel dela guardiya

16. You are holding onto yourgrandmother..
-- ngek. anu na??

IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:
17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
-- hindi lhat.

18. What do you do with your remainingdays?
-- lhat ng pdeng gawin

19. Would you be afraid?
-- hmmm.. ou.

~next!~

1.anong nakasulat sa suot mong tshirtngayon?
- wala e.. drawing ng pinya.

2. ano oras na?
- 8:44pm

3. ano favorite mong gawin pagbored?
- matulog

4. anong pinapakinggan mo ngayon?
- wala sa ngaun.

5.anong nararamdaman mo ngayon?
- wala.

6. anong gagawin mo pag maysumampal sayo ng walang reason?
- haha. edi sasampalin ko rin sya!

7. anong itsura mo pagnalalasing?
-hindi pa ko umiinom.

8. anong gagawin mo pag nakakita ka ngPhp1000 sa kalsada?
-pupulutin koh

9. anong balak mong gawin tomorrow?
- wala. tumambay.

10. anong brand ng huling sapatos nasinuot mo?
-keds

11.kelan ka huling sumakay ngcar/fx/taxi?
-kanina lang.

12.umaakyat ka ba sa bubong ng bahaynyo?
- hinde. taas e.

13.marunong ka bang lumangoy?
-ou nman.

14.nakapunta ka na ba sa gatewaymall?
- haha. araw-araw

15. ano huli mong kinain?
-tsokolate

16. nakasakay ka na ba ng cyclone loop?
-nu un?

17. madalas ka bang makita sa baywalk?
-hinde

18. nakakanta ka na ba sa videoke?
-haha. ciempre.

19. nakapasok ka na ba sa UPDiliman?
- ou.

20. anong katangian mo ang maipagmamalaki mo sa mga tao?
-lhat ng katangian koh! hahaha.

21. makulet ka bang tao?
-depende kung cnu cia.

22. magaganda ba kanta ng babyface?
-ewan ku.

23. e ng destiny's child?-
-di ko trip.

24. na-experience mo na ba na maglakad habang umuulan?
-oo.

25.magaling ka ba magscrabble?
-haha. ewan ku.

26.mahilig ka ba sa movies ni jackiechan?
- hindi nman.

27. -------
-huh?

28. kelan ka huling namili sa sm?
-mtagal nah.

29.anong gagawin mo pag may biglanghumalik sayo ng hindi mo alam?
- hoy! ang kapal mu nman!

30. What's on your mind right now?
- iba-ibang bagay...

sluggish

2008-05-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

Yeah.. I feel so terrible this day.. KUNG BAKIT PA KASE MLAPET SA EQUATOR ANG PILPINAS EH!!! Pambhira oh.. napakainit mehn!! And to add up with all the madness was I got a freakin' migraine after sleeping! What a nice day it is.

Because of that I want to thank the scientist who invented the aircon.. You know who you are... [damn tired of researching]. Just when classes are close by, that's where storms are coming in the scene. Huh... it will never change. Ganito na ginawa ng Diyos ang mundo, hindi na natin kaya pa itong baguhin.

WHO HAS THE POWER????

jrock=hotness

2008-05-09T19:32:00.008+08:00

I think I'm beginning to like rock songs this days... especially JROCK!! Mehn... some of the bands are Bullet for My Valentine, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Used, Taking Back Sunday, The Killers, 30 Seconds to Mars then [jrock] Gackt, L'Arc~en~Ciel, Visual Kei, Miyavi, Uverworld, Nightmare, Gazette... and the list goes on. Damn, I was so suprised seeing boys wearing flamboyant attires almost looking like girls with their appearances. So damn shocked. I mean really, they looked so hot in those makeup and dresses. I just thought of wearing something like that. I wonder what would it be like on me. Haha.

[from left to right: Miyavi, Gackt, Gazette and L'Arc~en~Ciel]

nature picks

2008-05-01T20:44:00.003+08:00

Let's support Greenpeace!!! More and more of Mother Nature is disappearing because of illegal actions occurring all over the world. Lately, Unilever, the makers of Dove beauty products, are buying palm oil from suppliers who destroy Indonesia's rainforests. They're causing forest destruction, species extinction and climate change.

Unilever campaign questions and answers:

In just a few sentences, what is the problem?

Unilever, the company behind products like Dove soap, is driving forest destruction and speeding up climate change by buying palm oil from companies which are destroying Indonesia's rainforests to make way for palm oil plantations. By their own admission, Unilever is the biggest single user of palm oil in the world.
Unilever pretends to be an environmentally responsible company, but what it is actually responsible for is destroying areas of rainforest, driving species extinction and speeding up global warming. Being one of the biggest users of palm oil on the planet, Unilever must stop buying palm oil from these companies and call for a halt on the destruction of Indonesian forests to grow palm oil.

What solution does Greenpeace propose?

Greenpeace wants all companies involved in palm oil production to commit to stopping further deforestation by supporting a moratorium on all rainforest and peatland conversion. The following minimum criteria must be met by the palm oil industry:
-No new plantations within mapped forest areas
-No plantations resulting in the degradation of peatlands
-No plantations or expansion post November 2005 resulting in deforestation or degradation of high conservation value areas including peatlands
-No plantations or plantation expansion established on indigenous peoples and other forest dependent communities without their free prior and informed consent
-Establish full supply chain traceability and segregation systems which exclude palm oil that fails to meet the above criteria

Is Greenpeace asking consumers to boycott Unilever brands?

No. Greenpeace is not calling for a boycott. We are asking Unilever to act responsibly and to ensure that their products have not been produced at the expense of Indonesian rainforests and the climate. That means that their suppliers are not involved in the continued destruction of these rainforests.
We believe environmentalists and Greenpeace supporters can be more effective if we pressure Unilever to change, exposing the truth about palm oil and showing that we care. Like a negative restaurant review is more damaging than no review at all – Unilever is more sensitive to public exposure and debate than a consumer boycott. What's more, deadly serious as the problem is, our approach allows us to do creative, subversive, fun things we love anyway.

single/taken

2008-04-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

Interesting... Nakakatuwa basahin. Matamaan na ang kelangang tamaan..

Symptoms of a Certified SINGLE:
1. plgi nsa Bahay
2. panalo ang social lYf
3. hayop sa 2log
4. Gadget adik
5. sa celfon grup message ng grup message ng kowts
6. plgi bago haircut
7. 2mataba
8. porma 2da max
9. mukhang Hapi khet hindi nman tlga

Symptoms of a Certified TAKEN:
1. wlang Pera
2. mukhang Laspag
3. kuripot
4. Blooming pra di Iwan
5. wlang social Life kundi Jowa niya
6. may SIMcard shang Sun
7. plaging Wla sa Bhay
8. Boring KausaP

selfishness

2008-04-26T22:18:00.002+08:00

Does the feeling of someone else getting hurt instead of you is a way of being selfish?? Well, ask me... it is. Let's say I've learned not to think that it was not my fault from the very start and just let it go. One of the things a person REALIZE when the time comes...

Some weird questions:

1. Why is it when we sneeze we close our eyes?

2. Is it true that what we dream , will happen in reality?

3. When did 'emo' emerge from??

- to be continued

falling love -.-

2008-04-18T19:47:00.003+08:00

Jammin' up on the radio I heard this song I knew CHITO sang it.. from he's oh-so-good voice.. They revived this song from... I don't know.

And she said Boys do fall in loove... they make time making love on a Saturday night

and she said hearts beat as they dance in the street to a radio

WooOOoOoh... bo-bo-boys fall in love!

Boys do falling love by Parokya ni Edgar [ the best! ]

random-ness of what they call LIFE

2008-04-17T13:19:00.003+08:00

I find it great to be writing again, though my vocabulary for summer has been changed and I’ve added some few lately in my mind because of reading materials, that is, Reader’s Digest. Quite good and has very interesting topics I should say. Nothing provoked me this time but having bought a magazine surely let me off the –boring time- and it paranoids me when I don’t have anything else to do except the di matatawarang kain, tulog, at laro habit of everyday life. Yeah.

And I need to wait for something to happen (that is the essence of summer, why nourish it?) that is 'Down in the pool.. BABY!' Let's tan those pearly white skin and drown in the heat. Because it is... Summer.

'Let a girl enter an all-boys school' from the Hana Kimi Japan: Live Action, and watching it from beginning to end I got a weird conclusion: DAMN FULL of HOT GUYS, BABY!!! Got a drool?

Miss this.

cleAr and vaGue

2007-10-08T16:48:00.000+08:00

Truth be told. The legendary trisha is studying her lessons before finals for about 1 whole WEEK!! But the cramming is still their. If I don't want crushing my college life, if that's what your wondering about.

And Oh, the pain of knowing my "crush" already has a girlfriend. One of them saw him holding each others' hands. The hell of it!

Rona: Si number 13 lumabas nah!

Aku naman: tlgah?! asan? maglalaro bah?

Rona: oo, first five nga eh

Aku naman: bery gud, bery gud..

Rona: oh, tama nah. Baka matunaw eh

Aku naman: Aus lan, bumabaling nga ng tingin dito eh

Kawawang bata./. Hanggang tingin ka na lng bah?! ./. Ganyan tlga ang buhay ./. Ang lahat ng gusto mo ay hindi palaging mapapasaiyo ./. [kahit kyut pa yan]

One great thing that happened in mah life is that I can now read, somehow, a japanese line in Hiragana format on a manga. A woot!

isaVukofORsalefiSoSa

2007-09-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

iS my mind getting rotten all of a sudden???

And my body getting weaker and weaker as time goes by?? Hek.. I should use a lot of vitamins in one gulp in this instant! A list of sickness has gotten into me for about... one month? It's just so absurd. Is KARMA that bad to have splashed into me like a water? Anyone mad at me or because of curses running around my soul? Haha.

I'm surrounding myself with sweets lately, that darn ice cream in Dairy Queen is one of them! Temptation cannot be vanished with just a glare and drooling won't solve the darn problem. And what I really wondered was there was no good anime shows to watch these days. And then, there came DEATH NOTE. Yeah, the one I just snubbed in the internet in the past thinking "who the heck is that monster standing behind the boy?" I thought it was a weird anime, but geez, I lurved it, up to the time I wanted the notebook to be real. So that sick politicians and 'college professors' are darn right out of my nose! Rot in Hell dudes! But this is for real now, I absolutely love the line "Justice will prevail and I am justice blah, blah, blah" by none other than Raito. Yebah! I am using his Japanese name! So, the fight then begins between Kira and L.. Wooo.. gotta go lovestruck by that droopy onyx eyes together with his added sugar addictness with strawberry shortcake on top! Yumminess! [Got that word from a college friend] Is that even a word?! Well, anyway.. Addictness can be over the edge sometimes. Like me, having read the manga, I didn't stop from there, I bought an anime series, the first movie and ten te ne nen.... The Second TOO!!!! Lots of wasted money along my wallet. cheers. Haha.

Ohkay, Whattup?! the Live Action was good.. changing a lot of scenes and parts which I hated. Does Raito even had a girlfriend that he sacrificed in the first part? And hek, even that GF of that FBI man sucks! - Ur not a major character in this movie, ehem.. excuse me- But hmm.. Tatsuya Fujiwara, your too good to be true in some parts of the film, your cute too, NO.. Kenichi was way more cuter than you especially when he put that pink mask on the second part. Just when things got a little interesting... Well, well, well, I heard that many fans are irritated to Misa, huh? but not for me, she's just a nick in making the anime more fun, haha.. [pampasingit lang un para lalong maasar ang tao] And what suprised me the most?! Was that I didn't expected Raito to die in the end of that second movie first, than L!!! Is the director that stupid or the creator told him to do that?! [No objections] That's why it was entitled 'The Last Name', huh? It hurts and it sucks, big time.

I was exaggerating with my otakuness but then and there, no one wants to share with my love! How depressing... High school was really different than college, -get on with it, boi!- Yeah, well, can't help it. Need to finish assignments and due projects before finals came.

> Whose more cuter? Kenichi or Tatsuya?? Awoot! Awoot! Nakakakilig nman!!! nakakabakla ah<

inspiration reigns

2007-08-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

What comprises a college student? [Such a lame question] composing of 1% inspiration, 99& perspiration.. at ang higit sa lahat ay ... 200% lakwatsasession. For a total of 3.0, Sakto lang para pumasa!

- from a text sender -

Hell. I would do anything to a get a grade of at least 1.75 or up but '3.0'?!not really.. Hindi ako pinanganak ng magulang para makakuha lang ng grade na ganyan.And in the first place, I was not an outside person. I'd lie down in bed than walk and walk in the mall doing nothing [except arcade, Timezone!]. But if money's at stake here... that's something to talk about. And it depends on me on how to deal with college life. And an extra news: I have a crush! wahahaha!!!

- For Real?! Quiet sweetie HUh?! joKIng Meh?! haha.. Can't believe It.

// So Freaked Out //

pREfection Or pERfection?

2007-08-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

Well.. well.. well.. after being not-so-in-love in many years, I can laugh and laugh to those people who are soooo fallin their hearts out. Yeah! I'm so evil. Purely evil! I can be someone who tries put a throbbing vein in your head until you pop! [snickers evilly] I idolize Gin so much not because he is evil but because of his foxy smile that attracts so much ‘girly’ attention. Woo… –giggle- Even though I am in serious and bishounen guys I loved, no.. liked him. And the way your eyes betray you and the way you act round people is a step on being pure bred evil. Evilness ensues!!! I thought that I have done a good thing to that someone but in effect t was bad on him/her. What am I to argue now?? And when the hard part comes: the last chance and rarely thing to do: sweet, sweet evil.

Lesson for today:
“Think before you act”
“Do good unto people if people want to do good unto you” [niiiceee]

And lastly: Don’t smile evilly if you know people would stare curiously at you and if there eyes say “YOUR EVIL, MAN”

End rambling: Share your blessings if you still want God to give them to you

TODAY: I am Evil.

buruguduystuystuguduyssssh

2007-07-31T21:09:00.002+08:00

Early morning.. [tug tug] she wakes up and knock, knock, knock on the door-
oh what in the World?!

When I was a young boy my father took me into the city to see a marching band, he said son when you grow up wil you be the savior of the broken, the beaten and the damned..
not that one!

Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you..
Surely a No-no

Yozora o miage hitori houkiboshi o mita no isshun de hajikete wa kiete..
yEs! that's It! Kip Goin'!

Images of crushes randomly screening out... awwww..

At the end of the line, I just couldn't stop pretending and doing it. Instead of gazing into space I can keep daydreaming and dreaming and dreaming. Most of the time caught up, stop and scribble down notes. But to the fun of it, I was always ready to sleep in able to wait for my next dreams. Some are good and some are bad. The way is tickles everyone is that you dream of people close to you and that's where you thought it was real and spoof. . conciousness enters. HOw pitiful..

Dreams are the opposite in reality -do they?
reaction: uh.. slightly dazed

iSh SoOOoo StuPId

2007-07-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

Rainy Days. NIghts. MOrnINgs. CLoGgEd NoSe. Coughs. Stress. PRESsure.

What The -insert swear word- ?!

In Case I don't know my mind is full of dramatic sense of arts and numbers. Is kolehiyong Life really that Crazy?! BUt thinking in what prospect is that SO mundane??? Blank. EN then ErASED. Finally.. Move On. I never thought \i/ could be so good at abstract and colors. Hmmmmm, be courageous enough to answer the teacher of what nots' and drugs. Blah, he is so full of airdough that I my face got so scrunched up. He believed that all things go in the most rough way. That's W-H-Y :

FRIDAY THE 13TH'S A MESS!! BELIEVE IT OR NOT?!

nEXT tOPIC. oN with the Cellphone theory. First time c trisha nag-load ng 100 in her lazy life!!! Himala NOh?! Dulot yan ng mKUKUlit na BloCkmaTes. "JOke dito, Quotes naman Doon" What a buhay.... But Speaking of cellphones, I was kind enough to say:

"Kung cheap lng nman ang celpone moh, ipaglantaran mo nah; Kung bago eh mag-tiyaga kang Itago sa kadulu-duluhan ng sigNature bag moh"

Ayan. Di pakapalan ng MukHa yan. Sadyang ganun tlga ang buhay. May nwawalan at merong -to keep sakes- na munah. [is that a word?] Anywayz.. Later na ulet.

click.dot.signing on.

2007-07-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

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ON. SigninG Again. ON

.HistoRy ReStoReD.

rain

2007-04-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

Wahohoho... at last! it rained... As if a century had just gone by to let these things happen by a blast, and never do I expected it to rain -again. In this utterly and most despicable hot weather! aurghh.. Lucky I'm still alive, under the heat of the sun! Philippines ika-nga eh tropical ang climate. And I am making the most part of it, SUMMER.. Yeah, I've read the second part of Maximum Ride: School's Out Forever. Dang it.. really is good! Wish i could fly like them.. as-if-that-would-happen. And the best thign about it is watch and watch anime.. Enter Jun Matsumoto, I've never really expected for him to have a band called Arashi and he dance pretty good. But the most important part of it is... my results on ust will be tomorrow.. dang it!

"I have never made but one prayer to God, a very short one: 'O Lord, make my enemies ridiculous.' And God granted it."

-Voltaire

The greatest happiness of life it the conviction that we are loved - loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves.

-Victor Hugo

just perfect

2007-04-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

JUST PERFECT

A dim of LIGHT blocked from my view
Obscured images left ME scarred
The warmth of their eyes finally GONE
Needless to say, it’s all a wreck
Searched for my last BREATH
Veins probing to move
HEAR, hear
Can’t blink, can’t look through YOU
Perfect to be useless
Perfect for NOTHING
You’re just perfect to TOY with
Still

a day ahead

2007-04-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

Great. Just great. Bleach on GMA will now be aired on April 16 or so I say. And here I am mocking about it. But the hell do I care. It’s the fourth month and I am happy to say that I finally got to be with the three of my friends. Para i-celebrate ang birthday ni Ivy, wuhooo!!! Ang Megamall na pinag-usapan ay napunta sa SM North dahil sa isang tao. Buti na lang di niya to nababasa.. haha. At sosyal na ngayon an sm north may THE BLOCK na silang tinatawag, kumbaga eh ang mga stores ay pang Gateway. Ayos, itapat pa sa kuhanan ng cards.

Rambling on, nabili ko na rin ung matagal ko nang pinagipunan na libro, Maximum Ride: the Angel Experiment. Naks, the best! Kahit libro pa yan at lahat eh may crush pa rin ako. Si FANG… wahohoho. Parang Sasuke-twin niya. Calm, Cool and Collected daw. Natapos ko pa nang dalawang araw lang. –hindi mukhang adik-

HELL of a week

2007-03-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

Woah.. these past few weeks are chaos and misery.. the brink of passing projects, doing the CLASS PAPER and most especially the DEFENSE in research. It's like all in one in a week. Despite that, we still got the habit of cramming of passing an article to the class editor and well- to think of it most of us have good articles that are gonna pulished. Class Paper - SJ Oracle - whatta name! Dunno who has the idea of getting that kind of title. Chure got an attention to it. And after that the school still got a time for having a Club culminating activity in CLF day.

The Defense was so tough and the two of us were second to the last; even though the teacher only asked three to five questions, I think I wasn't satisfied with the result. Back to what I want to say, Graduation.. the next, next week.. The question is, what's gonna happen?? Will their be a whole damn of tears or full of laughter and hugs?

Guess I'll have to wait and see... XD

ouran

2007-02-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

Ooohh... new anime to be addicted to.. Ouran Koko Host Club.. Hmm, akala ko ako lang may alam tapos ang dami ng na-adik isa na dun sila kat-kat, ate ang. , si marianne at marami pa. Oh well, ang cute tlaga nung twins Yaoi-ness! at si Tamaki-senpai at Kyouya-senpai!!!

Aw!!! I really lurvee these scene!!

Kyouya Ootori.. cool but mysterious

Tamaki-senpai Can I be your only one HIME??

The whole Host Club

mind bleed

2007-02-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

Hell of a week.. I need to complete my RESEARCH work before the 22 of the month. But its soooooo hard. Just as I predicted, I will cram again, my partner isn't of a help at all. Well, screw it. It will make matters worse if I'll force her to work with me. Then the next day, is guess what? Defense. I need to be sure of my schedule to say the least. And in the first week of March is the last quarter of exams. I am going to be SICK! Enough of that.. I seem to be on the verge of insanity here. I've left something down there, there. Look.

Beautiful Disaster

Scrapped pieces of an imagination
wrapped in a box full of mystery
A pile which had grown into a memory
Vivid, colorful images thrown together
--
While serene, lovely music flooded the walls
A lad was standing beside a window pane
Grasping a locket at hand
A precious item which he risked his life into
Remnants of his past lurking from its slumber
Piercing like an arrow through his heart
--
“My soul has dwelled in her presence, my body was
washed by her boldness, she watched the fall of my suffering
and today I need her”
--
Unlocking the locket was a bright light that engulfed the room
He stood in a world of swirling butterflies
Surrounded by different strips of light
No one in here but him
Blinking randomly to the dazzling sight
He, lying in a bed of roses
Was an obscure feeling
--
Beneath the center of butterflies was a woman
He cannot comprehend her face
Shaded by the bluish glow
The woman was wearing a white long-sleeved dress
Happily dancing like a ballet
She knew the lad was staring at her
And slowly she turned her head to him
Whispering, opening her mouth
He tries to read her lips
--
“You’re the source of radiance that made strong, thorn in my stem
which made me bleed, a feather in my wings that soothed my
heart, I’m meeting you again my beautiful disaster... let me be in your arms”
--
The lad ran to the path of her glorious love
Hoping he will be her aid through it all
He embraced the woman with an open arm
Emanating a smile from her
A smile which he won’t forget
That made the sky a perfect blend
For the two of them
--
She made a sudden gesture of love
And planted a ghostly kiss in his lips
They carefully curled each other’s hands
In seemed like forever as no one wants to stop it
--
“Young love, find no such pain with me, for eternity has
drawn us into this inevitable place, a place which I created
before you even met me”
--
She vanished into petals of black roses
Tears flowed in his eyes
An act which a boy shouldn’t even do
Even so, the bond of them he had to continue for
eternity’s has drawn them together
He closed the locket and drifted back to sleep
--
“You have made these place a new life for me and I shall live to mark
the pieces that gave a dwelling on my past”

I don't know what provoked me to write these kind of poem, but its good.. one of my best writings, I think I should put a past about it. Ooh.. how I like the dialogues I've written their.

worship

2007-02-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

Awooo.. its February already and VALENTINE'S DAY nah.. hmm, gusto ko mkatanggap ng card.. cnu kya magbibigay saken??? .... well.. I also had my Cluster Asembly at my co-YFC.. at its been so long since I had worshipped. And Karen's with us.. para malaman kong sumama lang para sumayaw.. okay lng gumagaling na tlgah cia.. wish ko lng cia makakuha ng Best Dancer award sa fourth year, kung meron mang award na ganun. Then its also her first time going to that org. Well.. I've heard to others that GK can heal these suffering Philippines, with all the poor and yah, the economy.. By builiding houses and the like. Do hope that would appear. Before I forget.. JS- Turnover sa 9.. and happenings will happen and The HELL of wearing HEELS!

damn...

2007-01-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

THE HELL! THE HELL! THE HELL! curse it! why is it bad luck always sticks with me?! MY whole damn files where gone! gone! gone! disappeared! vanished! the hell! all because it was changed to XP! the hell do I care anyway. the day is getting worse and worse. Except that I was lucky to be on waiting-list in UST.. I could kill anyone right now.. But anyway.. ANIMAX completed half of it.. they have a new anime on Feb. BLACK CAT.. well, I knew the story and many cute boys are their again.. (hunts down one of them).. well, I need to have a grip on these.. and find my FILE as soon as possible! -sighs-

leaves me blank

2007-01-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

what's the worst news you could say? well, knowing you failed in UP is one of them. In the first place, I didn't expect to pass that school anyway and hate to say it, only few passed in our batch. But, still good but a number of them passed La Salle and Ateneo.. and from what I heard, UP won't pass students that have parents who could earn a lot of salary.. WTH?! Is that really true? I could kill them anytime I can.. haha. luv to do that.. well, we had our Science Fair today and somewhat boring, we only had the Bnb. Agham Pageant and -pakapalan na ng mukha- all fourth years won the 2nd and 1st runner-up and Miss Binibing Agham - Si Eloy - she deserved it and do have confidence enough to make a good scientific statement. After that-

____waiting for UST results ASAP___

jynx and tears

2007-01-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

Waah!!! I never thought I could miss the LAST episode of Chrno Crusade! and it did happen.. I only saw Rosette's grave and well, the ending credits! Damn it! Even though I waited for the repeat in HERO, I didn't even thought of the time! Well, thanks to Youtube and I happen to watch it.. Uhhhhhhhhh... hindi ako umiyak!!! haha.. dalawa o tatlong luha lang nman.. Inaamin koh sad nga cia at ayon, gusto ko lang makita ang magiging katapusan ni Chrno at Rosette.. Pity for them. Napanood ko nga yung huli pero di ko naman alam ung buong kwento.. What happen to Rosette when she was brainwashed? How did Chrno end up saving her? Did Joshua revived his memories? Wla pa sa klhati ng tanong ko yan.. Nabsa ko den na c Rosette lang ang nmatay.. iz dat true? sighs...

*~*

"I know it, but.. I'm so scared! (holds hands) I'm scared! I don't want to die! I want to.. I want to live longer"

meaning

2007-01-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

Kakatapos lng nung NCAE nmen! WUhoo! very hard yet quite easy.. All of the subjecta we happened to review was gone, all gone. Pati ung Accouting na na-xerox ay hindi kasama.. ayus lang la naman akong balak maging accountant eh.. At ang non-verbal ability test ay nakakaduling! malabo na nga mata ko ay lalo pang lalaboh.. well of course after that punta kong Alimall ksma ko c angge! woi angge! ~ waha! tuwa ka sa pag-raracing noh! ~ at bgo nnmang rebelasyon ay may BLEACH sa GMA! WTH! anu ngyayari sa mundo?! Ggawin nanamang Tagalog yan eh.. haaayy.. Ang panget!!!!!!!!!

- every fragment of your smile means a lot to me, yet you never notice the reaction it gave me.. -

refreshing

2007-01-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. 2007.. kauna-unahang post.. I need to change the skin now.. as in now nah.. kaso tamad pa ko eh at makukuha ko na yung results sa UP exam na yan kahit na hindi ko inaasahang papasa ko dun.. di bale nah.. tulungan na lang sana ako ng Diyos.. Sana nga lang makapasa akoh.. well.. life's life.

sweet and sour

2006-12-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

woah. Ayos plang mag-skating eh. Sa una mahirap pero nararamdaman mo naman ung saya at pag-ikot sa rink! First time ko yon kaya nga nagkaroon ako ng sugat eh. Masaya pa rin at kung hindi ko hawak ang kaisa-isangkamay ni Lucas ay sigurado kong makukuha ko ang napakalaking kahihiyan na matatanggap koh.. ANG MAHULOG! Pero, hindi nangyari yon. "Dattebayo!"At ang pagsuot ng skating shoes ay dapat may makapal na medyas kung hindiay ayon, yon na yon. Kapag tinawanan mo ang mga batang nadudulas ay mahiyaka naman, kung sa iyo nangyari yon. At ang skating na yan ay hindi mangyayrikung hindi akonaimbitahan ni Patchu (hoy!) sa Mall of Asia. Sayang nga langat di ko napuntahan ung "ANIME" na restaurant doon.

"SADDAM HUSSEIN EXECUTED"

Ayan ang isa pang nakakapang-gulat na news na kakarinig ko lang kaninang umaga sa CNN. Sino ba namang tao ang hindi makakapansin ng kabigla-biglang balitang iyan. Na ang pinakatagal na kriminal na diktador ng Iraq ay nahuli na at pinatay ng 6:05 ng umaga (local time). Hindi ko lang matagal sa isipan ko na bakit gagawin pa yon, eh "tao din naman siya, makasalanan nga lang". Wish kolang ay hindi magkagulo gaya ng iniisip koh.

pasko na.

2006-12-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

Nagdaan nanaman ang Pasko at panibagong taon na -year 2007- na... Ano kaya ang mga bagong ipapakita ng taong itoh? ^-^

deathberry

2006-12-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

So far, I have reached episode 60 of BLEACH at napakadaming characters! Whew.. hindi ko ma-memorize.. well, nung sa bandang una ay nalaman kong hindi tlgang magkapatid si Rukia at Byakuya.. haha! good for them! as always, walang anime kung walang dark past sa bawat character.. tch. Nakiki-gulo na naman ang ibang babae tulad ni Orihime.. well.. speechless na naman ako!! hihi.. this is the list of the Thirteen Squad Captains...

Yamamoto Genryuusai Shigekuni, 1st Division Captain
Soi Fong, 2nd Division Captain
Ichimaru Gin, 3rd Division Captain
Kira Izuru, 3nd Division Vice-Captain
Unohana Retsu, 4th Division Captain
Isane Kotetsu, 4th Division Vice-Captain
Iemura Yasochika, 4th Division, 3rd Seat
Yamada Hanatarou, 4th Division, 7th Seat
Aizen Souske, 5th Division Captain
Hinamori Momo, 5th Division Vice-Captain
Kuchiki Byakuya, 6th Division Captain
Abarai Renji, 6th Division Vice-Captain
Komamura Saijin and Iba Tetsuzaemon, 7th Division
Ikkanzaka Jiroubou, 7th Division, 4th Seat
Kyouraku Shunsui, 8th Division Captain
Ise Nanao, 8th Division Vice-Captain
Tousen Kaname, 9th Division Captain
Hisagi Shuuhei, 9th Division Vice-Captain
Hitsugaya Toushiro, 10th Division Captain
Matsumoto Rangiku, 10th Division Vice-Captain
Zaraki Kenpachi, 11th Division Captain
Kusajishi Yachiru, 11th Division Vice-Captain
Madarame Ikkaku, 11th Division, 3rd Seat
Ayasegawa Yumichika, 11th Division, 5th Seat
Kurotsuchi Mayuri and Nemu, 12th Division
Ukitake Jyuushiro, 13th Division Captain

-- Hmm.. ang dami nila.. I love their BANKAI!!! --

unn..

2006-12-08T21:01:00.000+08:00

ANo.. kamusta nman.. kakatapos nanaman ng exams... at CHRISTMAS NAH!!!!!!!!!!!! yEbah!! NOt that, meron pang Foundation Day sa skul tapos Christmas Party.. How's the day?? Nagpunta lang nman sa DIVI. tapos di ko akalain na ayoko tlga sa mga "mataong lugar" at masikip. Huling punta ko na yun, Para kong magkakaroon ng phobia sa crowded places.. Ayan, la boring na naman buti na lang sa inaraw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos eh may internet at libro na mapag-kakadiskitahan.. hehe.. Itutuloy ko na ung kadugtong ng Story ng San Jose.

After all what happened, a rainfall came down everything was wet and all the unknown creatures vanished except for the boy and the girl and one LADYBUG, can you believe it one ladybug survived form all of that. The rain has stopped and came out the burnt face of the sun because it was too hot! And the boy and the girl with the ladybug continued on walking through the forest. The ladybug died for no reason. And then, the ladybug rose, he was just sleeping. Then the little boy exclaimed to the little creature who just awoke form its sleep, the boy said, “Don’t you know that we both belong, don’t you know that we will last forever” and the ladybug shed tears of joy. Afterwards, a rainbow appeared where there was said to be a pot of gold at its end. The ladybug said to its new lover, the boy, “Come on, let’s go get it, TOGETHER... AND LIVE FOREVER...” The boy accepted the invitation. All the while that this was happening, somebody was left forgotten... the little girl who was; the whole time silently jealous of the tiny, ugly, polka-dotted ladybug. The little girl took out a bow and arrow and started shooting the little bug. IT WOULDN”T DIE! But oh! She remembered the ladybug was a descendant of Achilles! That’s why it was immortal! She should shoot for its ankle! And alas! The ladybug died. It was erased for the history of the universe and shall never be reincarnated forever and ever. The ladybug died again (It was for real this time!) It was tortured by a girl named ANNIE for fun. Annie was imprisoned for 10 years because of killing a ladybug. In the jail booth, Annie met and saw the soul of the recently killed ladybug. The ladybug was very angry at Annie and turned her into a big s**t on a road of misery near the girl left at the forest. So Annie was turned into a big s**t... the Boy and Girl was very hungry... they ate the wicked witch’s house... then there came Dopey! (you thought Hansel and Gretel?) haha! And they met Hannibal with Remus and Romolus. They said “Oh! Lainez is such a beautiful girl!!” Then the girl was once Lainez turned into a vampire and bit Hannibal in the neck, draining all his blood within a fraction of a second! Remus and Romolus went and got their gigantic red-black-spotted machine because they knew they couldn’t defeat the beautiful vampire by themselves. The vampire looked up at the gigantic ladybug-like monster and walked towards the wall. “Oh crap! We forgot to get the wireless version!” cried Remus but by then it was too late, the vampire had pulled the plug and down came tumbling the machine, causing its riders to fall to their deaths and torn from limb to limb by ghosts and demons. Suddenly, a goddess popped out! It was Athena! Everybody was shocked and can’t believe how scary the face of Athena. Then POOF! They all became cocokrunch!! But Athena is so ugly that she killed all the demons and ghosts by just looking at them and then she ate the cocokrunch and then... Brukaerhshzzibroojgh!!! There was a piece of cocokrunch stuck in Athena’s throat that caused her death... the most memorable death of a goddess ever!!! All the gods and goddesses cried, they cry and cry until some of them fainted. Then the cocokrunch poof! It exploded! All and gods and goddesses become dark. They can’t recognize each other anymore. President Bush appeared to arrange the conflict and chaos happening. He called Harry Potter via satellite to get a potion that will bring back everything into place. Harry Potter hesitated at first because of the rule that at Hogwarts but later on, agreed. With the use of his ball pen, he chanted, “Vulavu, umayis kana, por di sake op Mi!” and then, everything went back to normal. The gods and goddesses showered fireworks and praised Bush for his courage. And Prince charming and Cinderella lived happily ever after... with a background music APACHAPACHIPACHA!! But then Cinderella tripped and fell into a cavern of molten lava leaving Prince Charming staring blankly after. With a shrug, he turned his trail and headed into a nearby forest. “Maybe Sleeping Beauty needs a prince...” So off he went in search for Sleeping Beauty to wake her up from her slumber only to find his twin brother married to her. Heartbroken, he turned to the Witch of the West and lived a very short life... “Lonely... he’s Mr. Lonely... He’s got no body to call his own! Lonely... he’s Mr. Lonely...”

- sandale.. gawa lang yan kaya kung may na-offend di ko na problema yon.. (biro lang) well, nag-pasensya naman na ako ^-^

One by one

2006-11-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Well.. Here's the story section San Jose's worked on especially me who got the idea in the first place. I'm planning to end it but busy as it is... yada yada.. XD

***

One day a boy and a girl decided to go to the park. Suddenly they saw 10 ladybugs flying in the sky going towards the deep, very dark forest. They followed the ladybugs and to their surprise, as they reached the farthest part of the forest, they saw a giant ladybug. The qirl was so scared and decided to run. But the guy said "hi" to the ladybug and the ladybug said "hello" back. And as the ladybug said goodbye a big bear caught it in his furry paw ate it. "CRUNCH!" the ladybug was squished. “Hahahaha!” the big bear laughed then jumped for joy. It squished all the ladybugs on Earth!” After that, the boys’ grief for the ladybugs death bought in Hades to the picture and he said “You know you can follow the ladybugs in my world if you like...” “No thanks!” said the boy and he grabbed the girl and they started running for Hades wanted to catch them but it was a mystery to the boy & girl. “Why is he still chasing us?!” Alice told Neil while they were still running for dear life... “Muahahahaha I will kill you!” Hades said. Then Bob Marley came and gave Hades a Yoyipop. Hades ate the yoyipop. Suddenly, Hades’ mouth was full of bubbles. Then a genie came out of Hades’ mouth, then the genie said “thank you for bringing me out of the bubbles! Goodbye!” When the genie said goodbye, boots came with Dora and laughed at the big nose of the yoyipop. Then Zeus strucked a lightning a them and poof! Dora has gone away... poor little Dora. “Yeah! Poor little Dora!” someone exclaimed. You know who it was? It was Ibong Adarna! Wahaha. “Lalalalalala” the bird kept on singing until Ibong Adarna heard someone... and that someone was singing... tenene nenen... tenenenenenenenenen...”

It was the witch! She was holding the head of Dora and swinging it back and forth. Ibong Adarna was shocked and pooed on the head of Zeus, who instantly became stone. Zeus broke into a million pieces and transformed again into Zeus... he said “I will kill you Ibong Adarna!!!” Then he pointed his magical hand at the Ibong Adarna and cooked it!! The Ibong Adarna became a yummy roasted bird and they all enjoyed eating it... But to their surprise, Sasuke came and smashed the roasted bird. They all got angry with him but Sasuke said. “Don’t you know that if you roast that bird and eat it, you will all turn into stones? Because of that, they thanked Sasuke and Zeus gave him power!! And then Gaara came and he accidentally dropped at Sasuke’s body making Sasuke splash his face into the mud. “WAHAHA!! You silly creature! WAHAHA!!”

---

To be continued..

Ayan.. halata nmang iba ibang imahinasyon ang tumakbo diyan kya halo-halo ang mga characters na lumabas.. ung iba diyan mawawala tapos may panibagong lilitaw.. San Jose ng naman.. oh.. waha! section ko yan!!!

El FILI

2006-11-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

Stress. kailan ba mawawala toh??? eh parang isa tong napakalaking pimple sa mukha! *kamot ng ulo* Dama ko yan dahil sa paggawa ng EL FILIBUSTERISMO.. damn.. the teacher made us do the whole book in as simple as three weeks! and that one week was our semestral break! iba nga naman mag-pakahirap ng estudyante ang mga guro sa panahon ngayon oh.. tapos magbibigay pa ng minus kong hindi nakapag-submit.. nyaha.. nakapagpasa naman kao kaso may minus nga lang.. tanggapin na ang katotohanan na ganyan ang buhay! parang life. At dahil diyan eh napalagpas ko ung mga ANIME na gusto kong panoorin. Sometimes school is HELL! yahh.. I mean it.. Pero dun sa nakapagbasa ng libro ay maaasar lang dahil namatay si Simoun - dating Ibarra.. at yun ibang characters sa story ay hindi naikwento kung anong nangyari.. Saklap nga lang para kay Maria Clara dahil namatay sa kumbento.. dun dun dun..

* Simoun: "Sa isang dakot ng hiyas na ito ay kaya kong lunurin sa luha ang Pilipinas" *

HEH

2006-11-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

kakambal: so? wat up???
ako: wat up ka jan! kita mong pasukan nanaman after the sem break at...
kakambal: at what?
ako: nagtanong ka pah! edi bagong mga assignments, quizzes at assignments at quizzes. Aurgh!!
kakambal: ano naman ngayon?!
ako: malamang pampainit ng ulo at teka nga.. cno ka bah??
kakambal: um, kausap moh?
ako: WTH!? you just barged in here without saying ur name??
kakambal: abah.. kelangan ko pa bang sbhin name koh eh "this page is mine and mine alone" nyahahaha!
ako: (stares dumbly) eh?? what page?
kakambal: are you stupid? this blog of course!
ako: ehem, at panu mo nsabing blog mo toh?
kakambal: do you want to know?
ako: nods
kakambal: because...
ako: because...
kakambal: Iam you and you are me!
ako: YOU!!!
kakambal: runs nowhere

What the heck did I just did their? I am really paranoid right now doing such things.. baka dahil sa pagbabasa ng librong may halo ng politics.. Nyeh! dagdag mo pa ung pagbabasa ng YAOI fictions!!! nyaha.. at paghahanap ng mga shonen-ai na anime sa internet.. -twitch-

> Nakakita ako kaninang umaga ng RAINBOW at ang cute! Para kaming mga bata nung nakita namen! <

BORED

2006-10-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

uh.. hi.. wala kong mgwa.. tpos semestral break ngayon at medjo umuulan.. ayaw ko pa nman nang ulan.. haayy.. sarap matulog!!

oh c Rukia of Bleach.. la feel ko lagay pics ng anime.. 'la kong magawa.. like her? me? nuh uh..

this is HITSUGAYA.. yah! SO HOT!!

Lust? yeah.. its her.

Dark! but I love Krad more.. Ü

nyaha!

Woohoo.. halatang walang mgwa.. so help me God.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

2006-10-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Weee! Halloween nah!!! Awooooooo...tingin ko masyadong maaga ung posting ko sa Halloweeen ah? Well.. who cares?? Nagdatingan na naman ang movies na nakakatakot na talagang nkka-goosebumps ika nga.. people are so full of foolish crap.. pinapaniwala ung mga nanonood na true eh puro kalokohan lang nman.. I'm not being mad and anguish here? am i? hehe.. ayun. Happy Halloween to anyone!

just great! ugh..

2006-10-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

Phew!!!! 2nd QUARTERLY EXAMS ARE OVER! Grabe na toh! The second day was the worst of all.. PHYSICS + RESEARCH + ENGLISH (not much) = DOUBLE CHAOS! Waahhhhh!!!!!! I think I screwed up some of my exams.. but to think I've underestimated some of the subjects!!!

K'so!!!! Bakit pa kase naimbento yang BEC na grading system na yan. Nakakapanira ng pag-aaral eh.. Tapos wala ka namang mgwa.. mabute na nga lang eh tapos na puro internet at buong araw na TULOG ang kailangan koh! Syempre, hindi pwedeng pagkatapos ng ewams ay walang kasiyahan, dbah? Ayun, tapos ng skul eh diretso ang iba sa concert ng Claret! I'am not like that.. ako pah! wla akong kapa-panahon sa mag concert. Aksaya lang ng pera yan, pambili ko na lang ng pagkain. Nabusog pa koh.. Ika nga ng kanta ng mga bata ay "Ako ay may lobo lumipad sa langit, di ko na nakita, pumutok na pala.. Sayang ang pera koh, pambili ng lobo, sa pagkain sana, Nabusog pa akoh.." Oh! anong say nyo! (kokontra pa eh!) Ganun tlga meh..

* Iam thinking of putting a new account in friendster... Hmmm.. I don't know.. I am so lazy in editing it -sighs- *

Rage Beat

2006-10-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

Woah, that pic is SOOOO CUTE!!!!! {(shuichi- kisses&hugs)} and below is one of the songs in Gravitation that I like. The lyrics are so indescribable and complex but very good to comprehend.. I really looked up to all the songs of these anime but Boy! am I surprised! eh inabot ata ako ng ilang oras kakatingin lang kung anong pinakamaganda! asus! hehe.. title nya is Rage Beat, Here it is.....

With a terrified look in the eyes, spit those irritated feelings into the fickle wind
The signal that melted into the cracked roadway is leaving only a scar behind.

Before the drowsy noise blurs away tomorrow,
chase after those ambitiously resounding footsteps.

That unfulfillable emotion that never settles down somewhere--
just decide to ignore it, then overtake it.

Aim for the loophole in this shy, trembling society,
for the place we keep struggling towards. I want new world.

If you bare your claws at your swarming anxieties, you'll be snapped back by unfamiliar lies,
and the unbearable times will adorn the rust-covered roads with agitation

Stuff your bag with nothing but velvet coins.

We don't need a map of the maze-like dreams.

From the tidal-wave's pounding rhythm
to the glittering silver passion, it's all just temptation's strategic pull.

Your fragile eyes beat on the door we can go through
as we still keep on searching.

You just a new world

I can still hear the accumulated tears carving their paths into Main Street,
warping the sound of those footsteps.

That unfulfillable emotion that never settles down somewhere--
just decide to ignore it, then overtake it.
Aim for the loophole in this shy, trembling society,
for the place we keep struggling towards. I want new world.

STORY!!!!!!

2006-10-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY THE 13th TODAY!

Waahhh!!!! Just posting about dun sa dugtung-dugtong na KWENTO NG SAN JOSE!!! I'll post it here.. hehe wala lang.. trip ko eh ska ang CUTE! nung story! Dameng characters na lumabas tapos nawawala naman.. may namamatay ng ilang beses tapos nabubuhay ulet.. may gods and goddesses na um-extra tapos nandoon den si SASUKE at si GAARA!! ayos bah?! yeah.. basta too many too mention na lang.. to be CONTINUED!!! hahaha!!! (I really want to post it now! as in now nah!)

>> Month nga pala ng October.. its month of the ROSARY and Awoooooo!!!!!!!!! its HALLOWEEN again!<<

* Paraskevidekatriaphobia - the fear of Friday the 13th *

No money..NO food!

2006-10-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

Haaay.. sa panahon tlga ngayon ng kahirapan mahirap nang bumili ng pagkain khit allowance lang na gleng sa pinaghirapan ng magulang moh.. If you know how to budget urrr money eh khit ung gustong bilhin na food ay you'll have it! nyaha.. Why?! because I just thought of it when someone in our clasrum (wag mo nang alamin kung cnu) snatched my wallet.. well, anu pa bang reaksyon ang mkukuha mo edi hinablot ko malamang! but op cors.. kinuha nya ung isandaang piso koh. Cnu ba naman ang hindi maghihinagpis kung may kumuha ng pera nya? huh?!! oh baka aku lan' yon? haha! ako lang nga cguro.. Ayan.. the Hell with it! who cares!

By the way.. uso today ang website na Youtube.com ah! well.. ako ren nman eh! sa many videos nun na mado-download mo eh.. ang ASTIG! dme ko na ngang napanood eh.. um.. puro ANIME lang nman! wahahahaha!!!!

** Live the life you love and no one will be able to strangle you***

p.s. puro 'L' bah? ehehe...

Virus attacks!

2006-10-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

Achoo!! Yup. I know what you're thinking right now. I have a FLU and FEVER for Christ's sake! (blows nose) yeah well..mula pa nung Friday toh at para isipin ko na baka sa bagyong dumating dumaan eh kaya ko nagkasakit. Aaaahh! mukha tuloy akong lantang gulay.. huhuhuhu.. *_*

yaoi?! everyone?

2006-09-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

Woahhhh!!!! I'm getting paranoid! I need a hangover on all these things!!! waaii!!! Im just so addicted to fanfics about anime especially, mention it! YAOI! yeah.. don't react that much.. I mean its normal for anyone whose fond of reading stories made up of anime otakus for anime otakus. ok? get the picture?? no? then... GO AWAY! wahaha! Iam a freak! no a genius freak! bwahahaha! Yaoi rokzs! Here's a mind-blowing pic I saw! (comment on my tag if ur thrown away!) Ü

woe

2006-09-24T21:09:00.000+08:00

I can't say something about it, its all in the song.. if you can getwhat I am pertaining to. You don't know the story -huh?- yeah.. get outof my business if you catch my point. aurghh, Damn, here it goes.. (sighs)

WAKE UP CALL by A.F.I

If I had my way I'd wish them away,

but I can't find the magic inside of me.

I'll give my best, cause I can give no more,

but your problems aren't solved so easily.

I'm not someone that you should run to.

I've been, often, as broken as you,

more often than you'd like me to.

If I could heal all the pain that you feel,

I'd gladly cure all that ails you inside.

Unfortunately, I have no degree and I can not anesthetize.

I'm not someone that you should run to.

I've been, often, as broken as you,

more often than you'd like me to.

whoa!

I wish that I could help you.

whoa!

I can't even help myself.

whoa!

It seems you need a saving grace and a savior's something I'm not.

right! whoa!

I wish that I could help you.

whoa!

I can't even help myself.

whoa!

It seems you need a saving grace and a savior's something I'm not

SMILE!

2006-09-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

um.. hi??? yeah! I'm so happy to the MAX! it seems that the computer was fine (I think so) because its working now and I can surf and surf and surf all I want.. I can't live without a computer! you know... yah.. I really wanted to post in my birthday but that's what it is..
What? just that I'm older now! but that's life accept it or not. Okay, I'm gonna change the subject here now. in a special event of someone's life, it's the thought that counts because not everyone's gonna remember it. Even though you have friends, they still have their own businesses to make. just don't interrupt with them or your make it worse. Well,change yourself it it's really bugging you and just to make your day light and warm... Smile always!! Ü

konnichiwa>?!!!!

2006-09-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

hey! how many days did I posted here?? Well.. many things happened and to think that ourcomputers' being ruined in about a week or so!!!!!! Damn it.. Grrrr.

I was just using my relatives computer ans sometimes I had to go to an internet cafe to have my projectdone..well. talk about rushing money out of my own pocket, waha! I daresay so myself..

What just turned out last week or so was ahh... we had a report about Iliad and its authorHomer.. I liked the topic because it talks about the mythological gods or something like that..Hmm.. the trouble was were only two.. and we haven't decided yet how to divide the topic..but it was impromptu.. happy it was finished..

Well.. I really don't have the time to make this longer but I'll return..................SOON!!!wahehehehehehe.. (smiles)

BERDEY ko tomorrow.. wheee!!!

Crap!

2006-08-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

"Kung may tiyaga, may nilaga" ika nga ng matatanda. Tch, what a week! We had our examinations in about three days. that means study, study, study and a lot of insomnia and don't forget STRESS!

Though I know studying is very important in every student's life, I couldn't care less, much to the point having good grades is a big improvement to me. I always knew that many nerdy-nerds (did I hurt someone here????) out there are really digging in their lessons night and day.

But didn’t I asked myself why’d study? If I know it will be a great to me and the people around me are gonna be proud of me? I don’t why I torture myself in doing the right thing when no one is being happy about it... I guess it’s a matter of surviving yourself in a world full of sloppy people, I just thank God for all the blessings I received everyday... phew!!!

Blasting OFF!

2006-08-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

"Prepare for trouble..Make it double

To protect the world from devastation..

To unite all people's within our nation

To denounce the people of truth and love

To extend our reach from the stars above..

JESSIE...JAMES

Team Rocket blast off at the speed of light

Surrender now or prepare to fight!"

Waha. you'd be thinking by now why I memorize a dialogue like that. Well I just like it. If you read it again the words are really meaningful. -to mean that I only got it in the Pokemon series (grins)- When I heard it I knew that justice in this world today is critical and many are suffering because of so many crimes.. aurghh.. I'm making myself crappy here.. Ha! I just hope those who are making these country indespicable is.. have conscience! Duh.. do you know what you're doing???? blink..blink.. Kung alam ata nung iba eh ang graft at corruption ay nag-uumpisa sa sari-sarilin nating classroom.. Meron pa kayang pag-asa? {tingin sa langit}

Zealous

2006-08-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

"Happiness can subside, but frustration never lets go"

Yup.really.that's true.these really happens to me everytime.not everyone get what they wants and sometimes it has it's own consequences and although you got your tantrums in every moment,you won't forget it.The secrets you kept inside wants to get out.dark and lonely.....no one to look up to....only GOD is there.all the time. throughout the troubles and chaos ensuing your body and soul.People just look up to what your really like and judge you in any way they like.an enigma that's the true per se

BLESS YOU...with God's wisdom and guidance....

ANime madness!

2006-08-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

Does people know the beauty of ANIME? and the essenc of it? Why o why?!The otaku people in the whole wide world are somewhat like me are reading,watching (of course!), dressing in anime costumes, and whatchamalike! Hehe..Iam currently watching Kyo Kara Maoh in Animax and an anime portrayed likeFushigi Yuugi, Magic Knight Rayearth - where you'll be in another world.But this one is different, be flushed in a toilet and poof! unique scenery andpeople welcomes you!

Another one of my favorite is Full Metal Alchemist! Do you think Alchemyexists today? Nope.. Capital N-O! Waha.. but when I think of it.. Its's really amazing the one where you trasmute something and it changes in a different one?.. Duh..I'm so stupid.. Edward Elric and Alphonse are somewhat heroes but in the endone of them dies, haha.. how tragic..
From Full Metal Alchemist:Alchemy is the science of transmuting objects according to the will of the user.But it follows a rule..."Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return" - the rule of equivalent trade

Rough.. very rough..

2006-08-06T22:44:00.000+08:00

University of the Philippines College Admission Test. Yan ang usapng buong kabataan.. Ang pagkaka-alam ko eh isang linggo lang ako nag-aral nito tapos lahat nman ng inaral ko eh.. PLOCK! nawala lang ng parang bula.. Isipin mo toh.. Puro BASIC lan ang nakalagay dun.. Kahit na lahat ay umaasang makapasa sila ay maliit pa rin ang :chance: na makuha sila.. Ako.. nag-dadalawang isip pah.. IN February 2007.. we'll know. Pagkatapos naman ng UPCAT eh tambak pa nang projects na nahihintay saken para tapusen..

"I know that the future rests in GOD's hands.. and then it will be alright to breathe comfortably forever.."

Footprints...

2006-07-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

One night, a man had a dream. He dreamedhe was walking along the beach with the LORD.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene, he noticed two setsof footprints in the sand: one belongingto him, and the other to the LORD.When the last scene of his life flashedbefore him, he looked back at the footprintsin the sand. He noticed that many timesalong the path of his life there was onlyone set of footprints. He also noticed thatit happened at the very lowest and saddesttimes in his life. This really bothered him,and he questioned the LORD about it. "LORD,you said that once I decided to follow you,you'd walk with me all the way. But I havenoticed that during the most troublesometimes in my life, there is only one setof footprints. I don't understand why,when I needed you most, you would leave me."The LORD replied, "My son, My precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."

-Bery beautiful isn't it?? hehe.. just agree with me..

Prestidigitation

2006-07-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

NOUN:
1. Performance of or skill in performing magic or conjuring tricks with the hands; sleight of hand. 2. A show of skill or deceitful cleverness.
ETYMOLOGY:
French (influenced by prestigiateur, juggler, conjurer, from prestige, illusion), from prestidigitateur, conjurer : preste, nimble (from Italian) + Latin digitus, finger;

what's the word you say? Well.. I just got it from a friend [aly& nica] I kind of liked it.. this day was, um, tiring? No, for the last time we had our project in Fil. it was a success, really.. and after that.. test and test and test again.. what do you expect? I just thought of that rather lame or disturbing SONA of PGMA.. I really hate her.. To say frankly.. wahaha.. end of speech!

>here's a line or something I heard from a friend-again [audrey]<

"If their is one person that is important to you, you will surely DIE for him/her, but INSTEAD, LIVE for that one person"

EOP! ~HS Musical~

2006-07-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

Waha! You know what's EOP? Its Educational Outbound Program, to make it easy, Field Trip.. its in Mount Samat, Bataan.. share ku lang... it's enjoying to me but in knowing you'll just use e-le-va-tor in climbing the so-called CROSS in there!.. aughh.. I want to have adventure! adventure! yeah.. I really need to calm down.. hush, hush.. and then some friends in the bus were really happy in the Knock, knock jokes. The last place was a um, a turtle sanctuary I think, ah whatever.. It has an ocean on the far side, and everyone was that excited in swimming.. haha.. [napagbigyan naman sila] even though teachers said only up to knee, you can laugh at them for my classmates are soaking wet, up to the head! For me.. I didn't swim. The worst thing for us was we had to go to school the next day, WTH?! So, I really don't have a choice. Ayun.. the only thing I can't forget was a song from a movie in Highschool Musical. It's BREAKING FREE

Troy: We’re soarin’, flyin’

There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach
Gabriella: If we’re trying S

o we’re breaking free
Troy: You know the world can see us

In a way that’s different than who we are
Gabriella: Creating space between us

‘Til we’re separate hearts
Both: But your faith it gives me strength

Strength to believe

Chorus #1 Troy: We’re breakin’ free

Gabriella: We’re soarin’

Troy: Flyin’

Both: There’s not a star in heaven That we can’t reach

Troy: If we’re trying

Both: Yeah, we’re breaking free

Troy: Oh, we’re breakin’ free

Gabriella: Ohhhh

Troy: Can you feel it building

Like a wave the ocean just can’t control

Gabriella: Connected by a feeling

Ohhh, in our very souls

Both: Rising ‘til it lifts us up

So every one can see
Troy: More than hope More than faith

Gabriella: This is true

This is fate And together (chorus)

cellphone dude!

2006-07-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

Nyahaha..why'd the cellphone thing you'd say?? Because I'm the type of person who will open a cellphone in a rare occasion or any time I feel opening it.. Huh..I can just leave it their rusting up (Am I speaking in contrast here or what?!) My friend told me "Kailangan ko nga munang tawagan yan para malaman kung nakabukas cellphone nya".. I just laughed when she finished speaking and here I am loading it for no reason at all.. yada,, yada,, yada

daybreak

2006-07-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

Woah.. no classes, yet I'm enjoying the day.. Haha! I watched Howl's Moving Castle and it's so great.. you got to see Howl and his so-called castle.. but it
looked kind of wrecked.. Well.. the ending's good.. {if you watched it} Hn... gotta love it! Hayao Miyazaki's film's are unique..

~such a pouring day~

2006-07-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

when your being a student.. well.. times like these couldn't be forgotten. You got up your bed feeling sleepy, got dressed, eat...then when you stepped foot in school, {Sorry, classes are suspended for today} Well, duh! haven't you realized that yet! the sky's gone ballistic with rainstorms all the way.. Even if you send curses all over, no one will hear you.. thank God no classes anyway ¤

HUH?!

2006-07-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

would you kindly look at that
A journal.. well duh.. I just
spend an hour and a half doing
this.. but its worth it though. I just
hope this'll go on and on and on....

Schizophrenic outside, pyschotically drugged in the inside

f.r.i.e.n.d.s.

wasting time

sluggish

jrock=hotness

nature picks

single/taken

selfishness

falling love -.-

random-ness of what they call LIFE

cleAr and vaGue

isaVukofORsalefiSoSa

inspiration reigns

pREfection Or pERfection?

buruguduystuystuguduyssssh

iSh SoOOoo StuPId

click.dot.signing on.

rain

just perfect

a day ahead

HELL of a week

ouran

mind bleed

worship

damn...

leaves me blank

jynx and tears

meaning

refreshing

sweet and sour

pasko na.

deathberry

unn..

One by one

El FILI

HEH

BORED

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

just great! ugh..

Rage Beat

STORY!!!!!!

No money..NO food!

Virus attacks!

yaoi?! everyone?

woe

SMILE!

konnichiwa>?!!!!

Crap!

Blasting OFF!

Zealous

ANime madness!

Rough.. very rough..

Footprints...

**Prestidigitation**

EOP! ~HS Musical~

cellphone dude!

daybreak

~such a pouring day~

HUH?!

Prestidigitation